I’ve been holding back

You’re like a moving star
I can’t get close enough to you
Been months I got your call
Our falling out we slipped right into

You were an ace for me
My crazy heart got hold of you
Your hand called every bluff
I had to fold and let it go

Since I saw you last
I’ve been holding back
I figured I should do just that
I thought I’d crack but I smiled instead
I’ll let you read the fine print

I walk a line between
The thoughts of now
And where I’ve been
Today the grass is green
I’ve got it all, so why reminisce

I’m just a mermaid
Who is not content with waveless oceans
Sometimes a gusty wind
Is what I need to feel again

Since I saw you last
I’ve been holding back
I figured I should do just that
I thought I’d crack but I smiled instead
I’ll let you read the fine print

Since I saw you last
I’ve been holding back
I figured I should do just that
I thought I’d crack but I smiled instead
I’ll let you read the fine print

Read between the lines
For what got left behind
But I can’t say, I hold it down
The weight of seeing you now

I’ve been holding back

I’ve been holding back
I thought I’d crack… I thought
I’ve been hold…
I thought I’d crack but I smile instead
I’ll let you read the fine print

Since I saw you last
I’ve been holding back
I figured I should do just that
I thought I’d crack but I smiled instead
I’ll let you read the fine print

Wake up
Far far from here

You are looking at me
Like I
Was looking at you
Don’t let this stop

The night is fading
But I’ll be staying
Here inside this place
I hope I’m not wrong

Wake up, wake up

Looking around in my head
I ask myself
Where to from here

Blurry impressions
Past revived
I have to wake up

Wake up, wake up

Wake up

You are looking at me
Like I
Was looking at you
Don’t let this stop
Stay in my dream

The night is fading
But I’ll be staying
Here inside this place
I hope I’m not wrong
Stay in my dream

Wake up

Wake up, wake up

Come, reach out and pull me in
I can’t resist
I wanna lose myself
Surrender to this
This is an ecstasy
Like I never knew
Mesmerized, electrified by you

I cannot break this spell
I’m overcome
I cannot keep myself
From coming undone
Don’t know what you do to me
It’s too good to be true
Mesmerized, electrified by you

Strange, strange how you make me feel
I can’t explain
I have been turned around
I’m not the same
I am alive again
I am renewed
Mesmerized, electrified by you

I am helpless, I am weak
I am falling at your feet
I belong, I belong to you, there’s no escaping
I am breathless, I am floored
I’m addicted, I am yours
This is true
I’m elated, I’m electrified by you

You take me high above the world I see
Way beyond the clouds
Beautiful colors surround me
You show me dreams I’ve never dreamt before
Unspeakable feelings evermore

You take me high above the world I see
Way beyond the clouds
Beautiful colors surround me
You show me dreams I’ve never dreamt before
Unspeakable feelings evermore

Every time I look into your eyes
Revelation eyes
Heavenly visions, paradise
I feel a love I’ve never felt before
Touch my emotions evermore

You take me high above the world I see
Way beyond the clouds
Beautiful colors surround me

Find Me…

The clouds that surround me
Comforting me
Living is breathing
Come try and find me

Darker to lighter
I’m losing my way
It’s making me breathless
You gotta find me

Vision of colours
Light of temptation
Part of the atmosphere

Can’t fight the feeling
My head is spinning around
Come try to find me

Find me…
Come try and find me

Darker to lighter
I’m losing my way
It’s making me breathless
You gotta find me

Vision of colours
Light of temptation
Part of the atmosphere

Can’t fight the feeling
My head is spinning around
Come try to find me

Find me…

Come try and find me
Cause I’m losing my way
Find me
I’ll follow you

Come try and find me
Cause I’m losing my way
Find me
Come try and find me

It felt right on first sight
Then I saw the lies
It brought tears to my eyes
My eyes

And now I must move on
Too bad we couldn’t go on
Hope you learn your lesson

So long, so long…
Time to go back to alone
So long, so long…
Time to forget

Too bad it was all a lie
Then we had our times,
I see in my eyes, my eyes

And shame it had to be gone
I know you’re not the one
It was fun, we’re done

So long, so long…
Time to go back to alone
So long, so long…
Time to forget

*Thanks to Mike Push and Elsa Hill for giving me the right lyrics*

The sun is gone
I used to be strong
Trying to find a purpose without you

But not knowing what could have been
Keeps me from letting go of you
I swear I would do anything
For another day of what used to be

I felt your heart
It beats so fast
It used to be my favourite song

But not knowing if you moved on
Hurts the most when I’m alone
And I’m trying to tell myself
Not to love you anymore

The sun is gone
I used to be strong
Trying to find a purpose without you

But not knowing what could have been
Keeps me from letting go of you
I swear I would do anything
For another day of what used to be

I felt your heart
It beats so fast
It used to be my favourite song

But not knowing if you moved on
Hurts the most when I’m alone
And I’m trying to tell myself
Not to love you anymore

But I will be ok
I will get through
I will get through loving you

It’s gonna be ok
I’ll forget you
And I won’t be, no more
Loving you

*Thanks to Easton for helping me with the lyrics*

I think is time to start again
What claim to enter like a long lost friend
I could never be your pedestal
Don’t tell me where to start
Yeah, you never really left a mark

I’ve got a photograph of you
I’m tearing it wide open
Broken like you left my heart

When everything is new
I’ll be chasing in circles
Trying to find a place to start

Just when you think it never ends
The window opens as you start again
Broaden from a cold ineffable
Don’t let it come too soon
This picture of another room

I’ve got a photograph of you
I’m tearing it wide open
Broken like you left my heart

When everything is new
I’ll be chasing in circles
Trying to find a place to start

When you kiss me
It feels so real
Then the daylight comes
Off you run and I don’t know how to feel

There’s a fire
Underneath your skin
But it’s getting old, out here in the cold
‘Cause you won’t let me in

When you hold me
I can hear your heart
Beating loud and clear
Without fear
But you chose a moment that we part

You and I could fly
Baby, we could be so high if you just let go
But you’re too busy keeping two feet on the ground
And keeping one hand on the door

When you change your mind
You know where to find me
When you change your mind, baby
You know where to find me

You and I could fly
Baby, we could be so high if you just let go
But you’re too busy keeping two feet on the ground
And keeping one hand on the door

When you change your mind (it feels so real)
You know where to find me
When you change your mind (when you kiss me, baby)
You know where to find me

When you change your mind
You know where to find me
When you change your mind, baby
You know where to find me

If you’re not here
I’ll hold my own
If you’re not here
I guess I’ll be alone

I could have gone
You could have stayed
But that’s the way it is…
And now I guess it won’t be long

Before we know
How it all turns out
Before we know
What it’s all about

I won’t make demands of you,
You don’t owe me anything
But if you wanna come home to me,
I’ll be here.

The choice is solely yours to make.
You’re free of ploys and power plays.
And if you wanna come home to me,
I’ll be here

On my own

I guess that was too much to ask
Maybe that was too much to ask

Do you remember when
Oh, by candlelight
All the hot late nights
And the sweet red wine.
And we dared to say
Forever, forever….

I guess that was too much to ask
Maybe that was too much to ask
Forever’s too much too ask